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Letter from Emilie Lawrence Reed to Laura Reed Blincoe, January 7, 1903

 
161 Freemason St
Norfolk Va

D Jan 7th

My dear Sister,

    You must bear
with a very poor letter
for my brain & heart
are both so shocked
that I can't give
expression to my
feelings. I have been
trying to write a
short sketch for Dr
Kelly and was heartily
ashamed to send him

 
anything so unworthy.
I was so sorry to hear
of your illnes, but
was glad to have a
letter from you. Any
thing that you can
tell me of our dear
one's early life is so
sweet to me. I think
it will be advisable
for you to send Dr.
Kelly the letters you
spoke of also the pic-
ture of 15 years of age.
Write him a letter
 
and mention the time of your
illness & any other incident you
can recall. He wishes to make the
sketch as full as possible &
I know he would like to hear
from you. I would not make copies
of the letters as I know he will
be most careful of them. I have
entrusted [all] of my pictures to him.
I will not be able to send any
pictures to Jim or other members
of the family till my return to
Washington in the spring. I expect
to go to the country next week.
I feel that I can regain strength
& composure better there where
I can be out of doors most
of the time & free from the
conventionalities of city life than
any where else. I was so sorry
 
not to have been able
to see you while in
Washington. But my
heart was acting so
badly that my Doctor
did not deem it ad-
visable for me to have
aditional shocks, so
I only saw the few
who had nursed me
from the time I took
my bed which was
Saturday before the
last day. I need
not try to pour out
my grief to you,
you knowing him
 
so well would understand
the love we lavished upon
him. It is impossible
for us to under comprehend
why so useful & holy
a man should have
been taken right in
the midst of so bright
a career, but such
things we have to
accept with the best
resignation we can,
& leave the rest with
God. I do not sit
and fret my life
away, there are too
 
many beautiful memories that
flood my heart & that I live
upon. His scientific friends have
been so much to me since his
death and their interest in my
future welfare teaches me more
than my feeble pen can express.
Their tributes to our dear one
have been a great strength to
my wounded heart.
He has left me a great heritage
in our two lovely children and
I feel that now I must live
for them. Lawrence has many of
the fine traits of his father &
I pray God he may be spared to
return to us. I hope you will
write to me again my dear Sister.
With best love in which Blossom joins

affectionately your Sister

Emilie.
 
Lawrence's address,
Leiut W. L. Reed.
10th Infantry
Manilla
P.I.


My address will
be, Murfreesboro,
N. C
Please let it still be
Mrs Walter Reed.